It’s a Sinatra kind of day…

What Are You Doing The Rest Of Your Life

Lyrics: Alan Bergman and Marilyn Bergman

I want to see your face in every kindof light In fields of dawn and forests of the night And when you stand before the candles on a cake Oh, let me be the one to hear the silent wish you make What are you doing the rest of your life? North and South and East and West of your life I have only one request of your life That you spend it all with me All the seasons and the times of your days All the nickels and the dimes of your days Let the reasons and the rhymes of your days All begin and end with me I want to see your face in every kind of light In the fields of dawn and the forests of the night And when you stand before the candles on a cake Oh, let me be the one to hear the silent wish you make Those tomorrows waiting deep in your eyes In the world of love that you keep in your eyes I’ll awaken what’s asleep in your eyes It may take a kiss or two Through all of my life Summer, Winter, Spring, and Fall of my life All I ever will recall of my life Is all of my life with you

I was texting with a friend, who has been a friend for many years, one I don’t get to see near as often as my ideal world would be, but one whom at the same time I have shared near everything with, been to hell and back with, they saw my best and my worst, still at the end of it all I feel we just grow closer. I am sure many out there reading this, esp us girls will know this exact feeling. Someone I have known and shared all this with but still get that school kid first crush sickness and butterflies feeling in the bottom of my stomach when I know our paths will cross or a phone call will take place. I would not trade that feeling for anything. I once fear after a few to many drinks I confessed to a mutual friend just how much I felt for this person the sort of I would walk over broken glass on fire in bare feet to see them kinda I’m that in love confession. You know what I never woke up the next day sober thinking, what have I done. I feel happy the info was out in the world. I think several people know anyway. Problem is It would never work, its not unrequited love, its just a different kind of love I guess, and also I would never wish to risk the brilliant times we have, memories of the past and memories to be made in the future. After I had confessed this feeling of true love to the other party, it oddly seemed to calm my feelings down. However I still feel sick when we are due to meet or talk, I still would walk over broken glass but in the end is that not what true friends do for one and other?

Its a rambling reflective morning I guess.